thinking after whole night i just get what is love suppose to means... some people describe the love as eternal... some people find out love is something sweet and nice happen in their life and some people find out love such a disaster in their life.... different people different thought... hmm... likes romeo and Juliet , cause of love they disobey their parents... disobey their family.... like ugly and the beast , ugly face did not give them any way to not fall in love with each other... hmm.... husband and wife , the build of their house and the kids that fulfill their life is the proof of their life... marriage of many years is the proof of their love... not every people in this earth get lucky in love... somes will happy in the present of love and of course somes will suffer after the lost of their love... somes will hurt their self cause cant get to accept the fact that they being leave by the one their love but somes will through it with sad as the says forget and forgive.... mostly memory that we create when in love , not usually will be the same for the following days... love can appears in many terms and types of relationships such as we know as homosexual  as lesbian and gay that out of beyond the world and metro sexual relationships types.... but me and my siblings is the proof of my mom and my dad love... but why sometimes after the separateness of the love will make someones regrets ??? why ?? maybe I'm too young to understand what is means by love... but surely for now my heart will not gonna open my heart for anyone to get in through... and maybe i will try to understand about it some days... the most of my fear is to get in love... again... scare to get hurt and being hurt... enough for last relationship... hmm... i take a long time to forget the one i love and i glad now i can let meow go... =) so much effect in my life... huh....