memory is still a memory.. you ever belong to me..you ever be mine.. this is the only way for me to remembering you... our relation that create on 8th august and its end when my birthday 29th of june.. and its truly end on your bithday on 26th of december.. i cried when i thinking of you.. how much pathetic i am.. cause of that girl , you willing to hurt me that much.. is it our memory , our relation is worth for you? i wish you were here.. so that i can hug you strongly and will never let you go.. i wish you were here.. so that i could tell you how much i miss you and how much i love you.. but that..., will not gonna ever happen.. cause i know . my heart wont that easy to accept you back eventhough i love you so much.. i miss to hear your laughter.. but i not ready to meet you face to face to you by now.. why?? i scared.. i scared i will get hurt so damn bad once again.. when i saw our picture , i will cry and my heart will felt that heavy.. got one day when the time i fully forget about you , but when i want to get into sleep.., i'll suddenly cry.. my heart so empty.. i realise that i haven forget you.. i missed the way you hold my hand , the way you touch my hair.. i miss your smile.. how much i wish i could have it once again.. our picture is the only memory left for me to remember you.. and i haven forget every singles words you say to me.. i rather to sacrifice my life to having you back , but you never know how much deep my love towards you.. i sacrifice my happiness for letting you go.. some times get fed up with it but what can i do.. i just can cry and waiting with hopeless hope.. i mentioned your name in my every single pray.. hoping that you'll be back to me.. but what do i get? just your shadow.. yes , time and tide wait for no man to change.. but you..., changing me a lot.. huh............. i just can hope that you were happy with your life....
