life very bored.... hmm memory that happen just a chapter in life... we cant make it eternal for everyone.... hmmm...

sometimes to let it out we just can cry and the tears flows the sadness and then come back someday.... hmmm.... we cant take it back... we cant make it happen... thats i learn..... you've promise me much things that make me believe that you wont leave me... but indeed you leave me too... i dont care... maybe cause now i changing to someone that really tough... for you i hurt my self... now i felt its useless..... hmm..... if you ,,, would you do the same for me ??? cut your hand for me??? crash yourself to the mirror for me??? no... know why?? cause im just a doll for you... when you want you find me but when you feel that you dont need me anymore... you just leave and accuse me cause of her.... yes... forgive and forget.... but i forgive and never forget the memory... thanks cause teach me to be tough person in heart... thanks cause teaching me what love is meant...... meow ..... you surely have change me to become............ someone..... thanks ...