at 1.07 am date 30th of january... you send me a message that i never aspect you will... why?? i dont know i should reply you or not... i wanted to reply but....... the flash of the time when you scold me , your voice... its make me hurt enough...huh.... why...you make me like this?? after you've hurt me all this time with so much hurt... you just can send me a message sounds ' just wanna ask you take care.sorry disturbing' thats all meow??? thats all you can say??? after one year and 9 month , thats all you can say to me??? i hope you were beside me so that you can see how much suffer you gave me... so that you can see how hurt i am.. so that you can see how much i love you... i hope you happy with her... things been past so long...lets forget and forgive okay??? i need time to recover my heart to treats you as a friend... again...hmm... and i keep my promise to you... and still keep until now... the things that you ask me to do ,'dont find me' , thats you say to me.... so i wont find you anymore.... i just wishing that you happy with her...