sad.. thats what i feeling now.. hmm.. oto doesnt want to care me.. why?? maybe cause im being so selfish.. huh... im sorry.. i didnt mean to be that selfish for you.. hmm... you dont want to reply my chatbox.. i dont know why/?? maybe cause it my wrong.. haih.. so much i hope you next to me , so that i can persuade you to not angry on me.. :( ... i felt jealous.. should i felt that?? no , right??? hmm i felt sad when you in relationship with that girl.. why?? its that a normal feel for a friends?? i very confuse >< .... huh.... da ge , i hope you with me now so that i have a person to hug.. hmm... i've no mood and be quite on depress now.. i felt like i want to run and scream.. let the feels now fly away following the wind... hmm... oto...., im sorry... hmm.. i dont know how to describe my feels towards you now.. i dont know either i like you as my BABY or i like you as a friend???? i care about you... hmm... im very confuse.. i feeling sad and jealous.... should i????? i keep questioning my self about that... looking at the mirror and ask... but i didnt get any answer.. left me there with confused.... hmm... tick tock tick tock.. the clocks keep moving....., but me?????? sitting here in front of my laptop and thinking what i should do now... ignore you . or just treat you as normal friend..... huh?? i should not felt jealous about that.. hmm ... maybe the best way is ignore you... hmm... i kinda miss you... but... hmm... you didint reply my chatbox... im sorry.... baby ...., im sorry :'(