i made up my mind.. i will give up.. i will let you go.. i don't want to force myself or i don't want to force you.. i don't want to force anyone..
you made up your mind so its just depend on me to complete and finish the decision.. =) i will miss you.., i didn't denied that.. but.. when our mind denied about the truth sometimes it will come truth.. so when i denied that i miss you , then someday i will not gonna miss you again.. haha.. what a kids thinking ^^
thank you.. you've watch me grown up.. you've watch me from a young immature girls changes to be..well not 100% mature girls yet.. but you did watch me grown up.. =)
although the love you gave me just awhile but i do really appreciate it and i happy to be with you.. since that you said you still waited for her , so i will think the promise that we've made before..., are considered burn.. haha.. hmm..
just hope that i can let you go from my heart.. but for someone else to knock in and take your place , maybe not for now or neverr.. we didn't know about that.. we didn't know about the coming future..
i'm sorry.. cause i cant be a good girlfriend for you.. I'm sorry cause i didn't take good care of you.. even my mouth said that i hate you but actually I'm not..
we are under the same horoscope.. crabs ^^ ( cancer ) .. but i realise , age is still the main factor in this relations.. i will pray that what you waited for all this time will comes true soon.. i still remember you wants to be a successful person.. you want to have a bang low and then you want to married her.. ^^ hopes that will come true..
my aim?? i sure will continue it.. i still will to achieve it.. study hard, get a good result. good pointer have a good job and a nice life.. but the person that gonna go through all the journey with me, just maybe not you.. hmm..
you take care ba.. i will not gonna find you anymore.. and you will not hear from me either.. ME??? i will take care, i will move on this journey.. i still have a lot to do.. like you said , I'm still young.. ^^ im not suit you.. i want to say sorry for the unhappiness i gave you all this time..
p/s : good luck and take good care of yourself ^^ .. XOXO
