days.............................. ='(

day by days been past..the clock's still move rounds and rounds..but I..missing you a lot..i want to call you but i knew you wont be there for me..i miss you..miss your voices..but i kept denied..i kept telling myself that will just be awhile..hmm..there's nothing i want to do..to have just one more chance..to look into your eyes and see you looking back..i always think about you..how are you? are you fine? are you in a good health now? your condition? hmm ~~ wish that i can call you but.. all are impossible.. HAVE YOU EVER THINK ABOUT ME THIS FEW DAYS? I DONT KNOW.. one thing i know is your heart full of 'her' .. hmm.. i grown up well to accept the fact.. i dont want to put a hope on you anymore.. cause i know the end will be a sad ending.. :'(  one things that i should do now is ?????????????? ..................................