hurt's

today, i not strong enough to get hurt again by her style towards me.sometimes , i scared want to find her.. not scared her 'sick' gf but instead i scared she will not care me..scared she will ignore me..hmm... but what can i do? she is not belong to me. i wan she felt regret cause ever hurt me but sometimes i think enough for me to get hurt again!!......loving her til now already enough..its okay if She is not belong to me..maybe that's the journey of my fate..cause this is only a chapter in human life,memory usually not as sweet as we create.everyone have to accept that, even me have to accept it..huh......