darkest depths of my soul.. slowly being destroyed by your chemical.. your love has turned my heart cold as stone.. truth , love and faith all thrown back in my face.. you don't deserve the comfort of my love.. and i didn't deserve to be punch , pushed or shoved.. did i even mean anything to you? or was i just a toy for you to subdue? i don't know anymore the real me.. when i look in the mirror i cant understand what and who i see.. you've sent me back to the way i used to be.. cold hearted , bitter and inside angry.. i know I'm not perfect.. nothing but a burden for some lost soul to collect.. but you made me think different , meow.. give what i could never ask for.. give me back my heart untoar.. a dead soul that's desperately wants to live..