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what you want now har??? you make me treat you so damn annoying now.. so damn hurt.. if you not willing to have a relationship with me then fine.. up to you.. but no need say so hurting words towards me.. if you been with me lost very big money then okay.. we should stop it.. i will not use you this 012 number already la.. dont worry !!! i'm not using YOU to survive me !!! IM JUST USING YOU TO BE LOVED IF YOU BEEN NOTICED THAT !!!! so much pain !!!! so damn shit know that!!!! very irritating very annoying if you ask me how bout my feels towards you now.. i dont know how.. too much burden on me and feel like to much burden i gave you.. fine !! now you just say regret. now you just say unsatisfied.. for what? after what have we been thru?????? sorry , maybe we not suppose to be together.. ya, like you said.. what for we love someone if we not happy??? thats what i feel now!!!! ya , im young !! but i do have feel !! i am a human !!! i do know what is hurt means , AWIN OW !!!! i do have tears !!! but you treat me like im nothing !!! while im so care so love you and tried to understand you .. but its all wasting and not worth !!! all are bull shit and damn fucking things !!! all are fakes !!!!!!! really make me so fed up and so damn annoying.. i do love you , but your complain make me so ................. felt like the heart get stab by a knife !!!! all your words make so discontented !!! so damn hurt !!! you know what?? we can forget this promise la okay !! one and a half year ????? forget about it !!!! all you are saying make me damn hurt so damn pain.. before when you want say that think WHO IS THE PERSON WILL HURT BY YOUR WORDS !!!.. a person that you love talk like that to you , you will how?? have you ever think that ??  NO , IS IT???? cause you are being so self-ish !!! you did not care about anything unless you yourself, your things and your EX!!!!!!!  never think about the person who loves you tenderly now... you keep want hurt and keep hurting me.. slowly day by day.. i really dont know what you want.. sometimes good sometimes ????? think ba !!! i dont know who childish now.. me or you ????? dont after  done something just questioning about it......... IM SO DAMN FED UP WITH YOU !!!!!!!!! CAUSE WHAT I DID ALL ARE WRONG !!!!!!!!!